have you ever felt so much pain and confusion, and almost every other feeling in the world... and it got too much to where you feel nothing? like nothing matters anymore.. nothing exists, not even yourself... it's like there's too much to be said, but I don't have enough breath in me. I open my mouth hoping everything I feel comes out, but nothing does... I want to fucking yell because nobody understands.... fuck. Idk what to do..... it's a shame when the bad overlooks the good... what the fuck can you do right? damn idk how much longer I can take with everything!!!!